Jul 5, 2008
I miss my baby atm. He went to a party last night. I was watching ' the 40y/o virgin last night - a movie about this 40y/o man whos a vrigin and his friends trys to give him some ' pussy', in the end he meets this woman, and they decide to wait 20dates before they have sex, and the 20 days comes and he gets all nervous and they have a argument only because his scared to tell her his still a virgin. He finally tells her while shes trying to chase after her and gets into an minor accident, and she doesnt care. She accepts him for who he is. Just makes me think about me realtionship with paul. Im so lucky to have such a sincerely honest and loving person in my life. I wouldnt ask for any more. I love every thing about him. Just his love and affection for me makes me more happier then material things. We took our relationship to the next level not long ago, yes wasnt what i expected... but.. im with the person i love and i guess thats all that matter. ehehehe.. xD
Our 6 months is just coming around the corner. Can't wait. =) My baby is the cutest thing ever. The one person i can trust, the one person i can depend on and know that he will always try to make me happy no matter what.
well im just waiting for him to come online atm.
xD love love my baby
est. 17 January 2008
Posted at 09:39 pm by tee_elle
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Jun 20, 2008
its been 23 days since i saw his face... kisses him.. hug him.. and it seems that after so long.. im meant to be 'missing him like crazy' but ever since yday.. i cant explain it.. but im a little confused.. Im meant to be missing him.. i mean i do. but not as much as i hope i would. Maybe im the type of person that just loses feeling if i havnt seen/talked to a person for longer then 3 weeks. Im not sure, one thing for certain.. i do love and care about him alot. Just right now, i dont know whats wrong with me, i dont know what's changed. i just dont understand why im being such a bitch!
Posted at 09:48 pm by tee_elle
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Jun 6, 2008
i love my baby so much.. :) his the sweetest thing ever. im going to marry him oneday hahaha.. :D well his off to bed, his got uni tomorrow morning. :( its ok. i love him so much.
Posted at 09:48 pm by tee_elle
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Jun 2, 2008
i love my baby so much.. :) his the sweetest thing ever. im going to marry him oneday hahaha.. :D well his off to bed, his got uni tomorrow morning. :( its ok. i love him so much.
Posted at 07:06 am by tee_elle
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May 21, 2008
i feel alot better now. He msg me last night with a poem. =) His doing all he can to cheer me up. and im so grateful for that. He is the most caring, lovely, understanding person i've ever meet. I love him so much. More then words can ever say. I couldnt ask for a better bf. I guess i miss him so much. thats all. We just passed our 4months and its been the best 4months of my life. I love him .. and i do mean it. i can picture us getting married, having children and growing old together ^^.. i know i might be stil young. but thats just how i feel. I just cant see myself without him.. he makes everyday worth living for. he makes me smile and gives me so much joy and laughter. I'll never trade him for anyone.. even if they are more hotter, or even richer. Noone will ever win my heart like he has. <3
i love you baby.. always will. # 17 january 2008
Posted at 05:39 pm by tee_elle
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I've been so emotionally latly. i dont know why. things between and me and bf are getting rough lately. Its so hard with uni to make time for each other.. but i just feel that his making not enough time. Seeing each other once a week for 2hrs is already tough.. but 15mins on the phone is really hard. I dont want to start complaining and being one of them not understanding gf, but it feels like im competing with his studies. He cant manage to spend maybe 30min-1hr on me just for tonight after such a hard day at uni. Its cutting, it hurts, but apart of me is telling me im being selfish and i should understand that studies do some first. I dont remember the last time he wanted to call me. Im just trying so hard to understand. It hurts so much. this is what he said
" ngaww hun, u know u mean the world to me, but yeh, i cant let u or anything come in between me and my studies. U have to realise that when i come home from uni, i do have things to do, and some days im free, others im not. U jus have to bare with me. Well i hope u do understand and realise this soon, cauz i do love u hun, n id hate to lose u over something like how i study too much "
i love him so much as well to lose him. I want to be a good gf. i want to be there when he needs me. i dont want him to fail in his studies. Sometimes i just want him to call me without me asking. Knowing that he wants to talk to me. and not because i want to talk to you. sigh.
Posted at 06:21 am by tee_elle
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